I always go through these phases in which I start a project and never keep it up. Whether it’s distractions or simply not caring, I tend to drop such endeavors. I need to stop doing this. I was looking at my blog today, realizing that I haven’t updated since October, and it is now 2015, so I thought I would do something with my day, rather than waste away to nothingness. Not to sound dramatic, I’m just overtired and weary.
Perhaps, instead of rambling on and on about my lack of initiative, I should do something productive! How about we make a list of my accomplishments and life changes of 2014? I will attempt this in order, however, I cannot guarantee how this may play out…

January 2014
– I realized that potholes suck, and ruining your rim in the midst of a snowstorm is terrible. Tire donuts are not made for New England winters.

April 2014
– I met Moshe Kasher, after becoming thoroughly obsessed with him. (Comedian and writer)
– Began a secret handshake with my biffle that is still continuously changing and becoming a far too elaborate

May 2014
– Attended the American Craft Brew Fest in Boston 
– Picked up my artsy skills again, after slacking on doing so

July 2014
– Saw Lady Gaga for the second time, always amazing (Haters can keep hating)
– Found my calling, my life goal, to be a doula (Birthing those babies)
– Was hospitalized twice with pancreatitis, and abdominal pain… only to be misdiagnosed and have to yell at a doctor.
-Attended a Soundgarden/NIN concert, which blew my mind

August 2014
– The tag “#yoloswagforsatan” was trending on my Twitter feed
– My relationship officially ended 
– Friends of mine gave birth to a beautiful baby boy
– Fell into a depression and pushed myself out of it, leading to a new view on life (Adaptation)
– Developed a skill of getting pulled over in Nashua (4x at least)

September 2014
– Attended Clutch concert (Solo and awkward)
– Went to many, many local underground shows, and felt revived by my best friends
– Rekindled a lost friendship
– Attended my first Coheed and Cambria concert, and nearly died via the crowd
– Had a crazy identity theft situation 

October 2014
– A family friend passed away suddenly
– Saw a sick band from Italy called Dangerego
– Became the Travel Amygdala Social Media Manager
– Started producing TAP TV webisodes (Executive producer)
– Started guitar lessons!
– Got a promotion at work to “Team Captain”

November 2014
– Painted many paintings

December 2014
– Attended a Korn/Slipknot concert (ohhh the reminiscing)
– Travelled to NYC to see Hedwig and the Angry Inch on Broadway
– Met Michael C Hall, then attempted to marry him (was not successful)
– My sister cancelled Christmas
– I turned 24
– Had an amazing new years eve

We are now in 2015, life is changing, I’m adapting and falling in love with the person I have evolved into. I have no inkling as to how this year may unfold, what experiences I may go through, and what adventures I might go on… but I will do all that I can to stop abandoning works in progress. I will keep my head up and stay positive when the waves of negativity crash upon me. I can endure. This grown-ass woman is gonna do big things, I assure you.